SOME THOUGHTS BY A CRADLE EPISCOPALIAN
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008I was born into the Episcopal Church–and I love it. It is home. I have not always agreed with what was happening in it at the time, but I have loved it none the less. There is no other denomination in which I feel at home with the worship and the presence of Christ. I have worshiped on occasion in Roman Catholic, Orthodox, Presbyterian, Methodist, Evangelical, and Community Churches and none of them filled me as much as does our Episcopal Eucharist.
Somewhere in my life I was taught that the efficacy of the Eucharist was not determined by the worthiness/excellence of the priest, but by the Church’s action and the words used. I truly believe this. So I have never refused to receive Communion. I have chosen during my ordained ministry not to serve in dioceses where I knew the Bishop and I would be at odds most of the time. A number of years ago I was at a clergy conference where we shared in small groups the clergy that influenced us in our life. It was amazing how many of us had been inspired and encouraged by very flawed priests. Yet God was able to work through them just as God worked through Eli to form Samuel for his ministry.
When I served as a curate and found myself in disagreement with the rector over several things, it was time for me to move on, not him. When I found myself not able to respect and trust my bishop, it was time for me to go to another diocese. At the same time there were others coming into that same diocese because they wanted to serve under him.
Throughout the most recent controversies a number of things still hold true (in my experience). The Nicene Creed is said at all Sunday Eucharists (except when the Baptismal Covenant is used). We hear more of the Bible in our worship than any “evangelical church” I’ve attended. Jesus Christ is named, worshiped, and adored in music, scripture, prayers, and praise. To quote Luke in Acts, we continue to be devoted “to the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, to the breaking of bread and the prayers.”
The Episcopal Church is not perfect. No Church is. We spend far too many resources on gathering every three years for legislative sessions, in which we consider more than 300 resolutions when we haven’t followed through on the approved resolutions of previous General Conventions. What happened to the 2020? (20/20: A Clear Vision “A Domestic Mission Imperative for the Episcopal Church” Called to restore all people to unity with God and each other in Christ, we will, with God’s help, double the Episcopal Church’s average Sunday attendance by the year 2020.) The most resent post to the 20/20 website is 10/21/04. Do we have ADD (attention deficit disorder) as a Church that we cannot finish what we start? The decade of evangelism in the 90’s has been proclaimed by most people as a failure. Why? Because we can’t concentrate on something for that long?
At the beginning of this essay I said I was born into this Episcopal Church. Now as an adult, (turning 55 in a little over a week), and a priest for almost 28 years, I choose the Episcopal Church in which to live out my life and ministry. It is here that I have come to know Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. It is here that I continue to encounter him in Word and Sacrament, in community, and in the people I meet and serve. It is here that I can have the freedom to be who I am, and allow you to be who you are. Within the worship of the Book of Common Prayer, the Apostle’s and Nicene Creed, and the Catechism as set forth in the 1979 BCP, I have a framework for my faith in God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit.